I could potentially fall in love with drugs.
If you’re 21 or even 5 years apart, you know some things can be enjoyed much better when life is swirled. I was a big non-drinking advocate in high school, but boy that has quite changed. Drugs keep things quite interesting. If everybody thinks clearly enough, the nights that most kids my age remember the most was definitely in their drug induced stages.
Of all the nights to remember at UNH, I definitely remember the drunk ones. The roaring drunk ones, the shitty drunk ones, the ones you don’t want to remember, and the ones where you just don’t.
I am not saying I am an alcoholic and I love to drink, but most people know how calm I am.
There are plenty of times in a college individuals life when you fiend for alcohol, because, at those times, you know it will feel good.
And those weekends they come, and when ya got your drunk smile going with your friends, you know the week is alright.
Caffeine.
Now for the real point of this post is for me to spill that coffee has recently been giving me the same feelings of excitement, happiness and anxiety that I used to only get from alcohol.
Picture it, the day is young, I have slept very little in my bed, I have been down from things earlier, and I have a whole day of school/work to look forward to. So what do I do.
Take that bus to school and have a coffee, no sugar.
That caffeine is like giving me male boost. Given that 10 minutes to kick in, I am excited. I get excited that I do the things that I do, that I go through the crap that I go to, and that I will succeed and things will be all right.
It’s an addicting feeling, knowing that things will be alright. Knowing that whatever brought you down that earlier in the week, you feel confident you look it in the face and say, I could do better.
I guess you say, hey maybe that coffee is bad, because once it goes away, you’re back to being yourself again
But don’t all drugs do that?
Oh man, I could fall in love with drugs.
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